Honestly falling asleep is one of the biggest things I struggle with, especially at the moment. Most people say oh count sheep that will help, you’ll fall asleep in no time, but there is me at like 2am watching the ceiling and trying to figure out if the sandman is real and wants to help me to sleep, but that is a dream I’m not having snoozing. So I wonder if what goes through my mind is similar to what goes through yours? Let’s find out! View Post
As I’ve been saying lately I’ve been through a very up and down time lately, however during this time though, I have learned so much and been reminded of so many important things in my life. Not only that I definitely find comfort in the life lessons that I am going talk about, it can really help to cope through certain moments in your life, trust me sometimes they’re seriously needed. So what are the life lessons that you need to remember through the bad times?
I am awful with change, honestly. You think I am joking? Change throws me off everything, it makes me ridiculously uncomfortable and I end up wanting to crawl back into my hole where I am most comfortable. Online I might come across as a confident person, but in reality, I’m quite shy until I get to know you and have a chance to get comfortable around you. Change is definitely something that isn’t my friend, but I’m trying, trying my absolute hardest to learn to cope better with change. So what have I learned?
Lately I have been feeling really meh about myself and just life in general, I think that there has just been so much going on lately that I just didn’t make enough time for myself and instead just got myself to the point of total exhaustion. Trust me I do not want to get myself to that place again. Lately however I have found myself contemplating a lot of things especially about the way I look.
As most people know I have lost over 10 dress sizes in the last few years and I’m still going, so attempting to adjust to my new size has been hard. Whether it is the fact that I have stretch marks or it is the fact that I have a lot of cellulite, it is a struggle.
Your teen years can be some of the best times of your life right? And as we get older we look back at those years, maybe with regrets, maybe with happiness, or maybe something totally different. Teen years for a lot of people were tough, and in many ways we learn so much through that time, but I was the kind of person that honestly stressed way too much through that time, I try to stress a little less now, but what do I wish I had done during my teen years?
We all go through times where we aren’t okay, where we just want to curl up in bed with a good book and hide from the world. Over the last few months in the comfort of my own room and my own bed I have had lots of moments where I’ve not been okay. When you’re not okay the last thing you want to do is get up and do anything, let along go out.
It’s almost September which means my birthday month is almost over, when it comes to my birthday it always end up being a little bit of a reflective time for me because I think about what I have di’VE i’VE one, where I have been and where I want to go in the next 24 years. I am so determined that this year is going to be the year that I get everything together & I start to put myself first with my life. Not only that I have learned so much over the years, so what have I learned?